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That was silly Fir trapped in drum store.

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That was namei's photo frame that Girlgirl made for me, now hanging in front of my desk at work ;)

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Bridge

Farewell hangout with Ah Mel. We were at the bridge at Tanjong Rhu, with our usual nonsense crap, bullshit jokes, music, alcohol, fooling around ;)

They closed the light house that used to be a restaurant. I climbed over the locked gates, with the guys shaking the gates while I'm at it. Those idiots. But I love them anyway ;)

4 years ago we took this pic when we decide to form Fanka Fellas, the night at Brussels Sprouts when we have our annual meeting. Good ol' times when it's just 6 of us running Lîla.

4 years later we came upon another bridge, still the 6 of us, and decided to take the same photo again =)

Maybe 4 years later we will come upon another bridge when the 6 of us hang out again and take another pic. I wonder how will we be like then? ;)

We seem sadder than Mel that he's leaving. It's good this way. Hope he has fun and find more of what he likes.

I hope by 2016, we will still be making music together. Kel and Helman believe ours is the kind of band that can last a long time. Me, I lack faith in most things I do, therefore always afraid to attach certainty for the future. But I really really do hope we stay together, in which ways only we can...

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Brilliance

Hey you. Yes, back.

Have you ever felt like you have travelled one big circle and arrived back the same spot with nothing?

Have you tried to drink the air and realised it's impossible?

These "have you-" questions drive me nuts.

People drive me nuts.
I drive me nuts.

Breathless

Been very very busy at work lately.
At the same time trying to get back to my carefree days again.
Put these 2 together, I feel slightly breathless from being overwhelmed by all the activities and workload.

Although I did discover that I am very easily motivated by the variety of work to do.
However, that doesn't stop the feeling of breathlessness...

At the same time, growth at Lîla is forming part of my work too.
Just did a count, 4 active websites and 2 dormant ones to manage at the moment.

I don't want to chase after time, I want to ride it.

More than ever, I am faced with the challenge of taking things one step at a time...

One step at a time...

Bolokada

just got this email today:
"
Bolokada Conde bolokada.conde@gmail.com
8:16 AM, 20 Feb 2012

Bing,

I will borrow a djembe from another one of my students for you to use.

See you there.


Bolokada
"

happy!! happy that the grandmaster is doing a small something for me! happy that i actually got in touch with one of the grandmasters whose old djembe bad, i am carrying and using right now!

=)

i should check out his music soon.

Cold Milk

today i feel much more calmer and focused
the lingering sadness after work wasn't there
i'm attributing this to the fact that i made a conscious choice to stay late, not out of circumstance. and that the work i did is part of me, what i believe in needing to be done.

ah, reminds me of Kel's words.
he always says this.
that the role you choose to take should be something that you think no one else other than you can partake.

jumping to apply that in my path in life?
am i feeling so fucked up and lost because i didn't think my path in life is unique to me, that no one else other than myself can walk on?
actually, i do think the path i'm taking in life is unique to me.
the problem may be that i don't believe enough in it.
maybe i don't believe enough that this is a path that i need to take, that no one else can but me.

just now, walking out of the lift of my office building, same as most nights lately, hands in pocket, i didn't feel sad.
there was a sudden small thought that this is me, and i'm silently glad that i'm doing this.
it's not about choosing a life of slogging away at work.
it's that i'm doing what i believe in, even if it means i'll be slogging away.
and now i think, maybe sometimes i look back in life the wrong direction.
perhaps this is making me afraid to move forward.